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...You can at every minute make the gift of your will in an aspiration
- and an aspiration which formulates itself very simply, not just "Lord,
Thy will be done", but "Grant that I may do as well as I can
the best thing to do."
You may not know at every moment what is the best thing to do nor how
to do it, but you can place your will at the disposal of the Divine to
do the best possible, the best thing possible. You will see it will have
marvellous results. Do this with consciousness, sincerity and perseverance,
and you will find yourself getting along with gigantic strides. It is
like that, isn't it? One must do things with all the ardour of one's soul,
with all the strength of one's will; do at every moment the best possible,
the best thing possible. What others do is not your concern - this is
something
I shall never be able to repeat to you often enough.
The Mother
(Ref: Mother's Collected Works, Vol 4, P: 117)

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Before undertaking any action one tries to know whether
the impulse comes from the Mother or not, but generally one doesn't have
enough discernment to know it and yet one acts. Can one know from the
result of the action whether it came from the Mother or not?
One does not have the discernment because one does not
care to have it! Listen, I don't think there is a single instance in which
one does not find within oneself something very clear, but you must sincerely
want to know - we always come back to the same thing - you must sincerely
want it. The first condition is not to begin thinking about the subject
and building all sorts of ideas: opposing ideas, possibilities, and entering
into a formidable mental activity. First of all, you must put the problem
as though you were putting it to someone else, then keep silent, remain
like that, immobile. And then, after a little while you will see that
at least three different things may happen, sometimes more. Take the case
of an intellectual, one who acts in accordance with the indications of
his head. He has put the problem and he waits. Well, if he is indeed attentive,
he will notice that there is (the chronological order is not absolute,
it may come in a different order) at first (what is most prominent in
an intellectual) a certain idea: "If I do that in this way, it will
be all right; it must be like that", that is to say, a mental construction.
A second thing which is a kind of impulse: "That will have to be
done. That is good, it must be done." Then a third which does not
make any noise at all, does not try to impose itself on the others, but
has the tranquillity of a certitude - not very active, not giving a shock,
not pushing to action, but something that knows and is very quiet, very
still. This will not contradict the others, will not come and say, "No,
that's wrong"; it says simply, "See, it is like this",
that's all, and then it does not insist. The majority of men are not silent
enough or attentive enough to be aware of it, for it makes no noise. But
I assure you it is there in everybody and if one is truly sincere and
succeeds in being truly quiet, one will become aware of it. The thinking
part begins to argue, "But after all, this thing will have this consequence
and that thing will have that consequence, and if one does this..."
and this, and that... and its noise begins again. The other (the vital)
will say, "Yes, it must be done like that, it must be done, you don't
understand, it must, it is indispensable." There! then you will know.
And according to your nature you will choose either the vital impulse
or the mental leading, but very seldom do you say quite calmly, "Good,
it is this I am going to do, whatever happens", and even if you don't
like it very much. But it is always there. I am sure that it is there
even in the murderer before he kills, you understand, but his outer being
makes such a lot of noise that it never even occurs to him to listen.
But it is always there, always there. In every circumstance, there is
in the depth of every being, just this little (one can't call it "voice",
for it makes no sound) this little indication of the divine Grace, and
sometimes to obey it requires a tremendous effort, for all the rest of
the being opposes it violently, one part with the conviction that what
it thinks is true, another with all the power, the strength of its desire.
But don't tell me that one can't know, for that is not true. One can know.
But one does not always know what is necessary, and sometimes, if one
knows what is to be done, well, one finds some excuse or other for not
doing it. One tells oneself, "Oh! I am not so sure, after all, of
this inner indication; it does not assert itself with sufficient force
for me to trust it." But if you were quite indifferent, that is,
if you had no desire, either mental or vital or physical desire, you would
know with certainty that it is that which must be done and nothing else.
What comes and gets in the way is preference - preferences and desires.
Every day one may have hundreds and hundreds of examples. When people
begin to say, "Truly I don't know what to do", it always means
that they have a preference. But as here in the Ashram they know there
is something else and as at times they have been a little attentive, they
have a vague sensation that it is not quite that: "It is not quite
that, I don't feel quite at ease." Besides, you were saying a while
ago that it is the result which gives you the indication; it has even
been said (it has been written in books) that one judges the divine Will
by the results! all that succeeds has been willed by the Divine; all that
doesn't, well, He has not willed it! This is yet again one of those stupidities
big as a mountain. It is a mental simplification of the problem, which
is quite comic. That's not it. If one can have an indication (in proportion
to one's sincerity), it is uneasiness, a little uneasiness - not a great
uneasiness, just a little uneasiness.
Here, you know, you have another means, quite simple (I
don't know why you do not use it, because it is quite elementary); you
imagine I am in front of you and then ask yourself, "Would I do this
before Mother, without difficulty, without any effort, without something
holding me back?" That will never deceive you. If you are sincere
you will know immediately. That would stop many people on the verge of
folly.
The Mother
(Ref: Mother's Collected Works, Vol 4, P: 386-388)
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